growing complexities.........................

On many accounts I have told many people that i never liked to grow up. As a result many of them have considered me as immature. But I guess no one exactly knows the thin line that exists between maturity,immaturity and innocence. When many of my friends were busy joining the rat race of getting adulterated just for the sake of the ongoing trend, I remained a subtler.........may be I lack the ability to catch up with my generation. I am not trying , by any means , to justify my nature but I think I know the difference between maturity and desperatism. My friends used to call me backdated and till now some of them continue to do so..... But little do they know that I had been unfortunate enough to witness the most complex relationships in my personal front. But as most of you would agree......... you can't open your heart out to each and evryone and specially not to an insensitive person. May be that's the reason which makes me a good listener than a speaker. For me, growing up was never a choice but a compulsion. Wish life could have been a little simpler, without the growing complexities both in personal and professional fronts. Humming the track by enigma, this is debo signing out for today,

"Return to innocence........."!!!