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Hey there! I"m an independant girl~ with respect to my opinions and thought process, living in the beautiful City of Joy i.e. Kolkata,India. As I've mentioned in one of my posts that blogs are just people's personal perspective and sentiments voiced through writings,...so here am I sharing my opinions about life as well as contemporary time ! Besides that , I love to play with words. Hope you all like it! and feel free to criticize! All your comments will be accepted graciously! I hope my posts will voice the opinion of many!
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Sunday, January 2, 2011

'GIVE ME SOME SUNSHINE!!!"


Whenever I've tried to think like an optimist , life has pulled me down......and has
augmented the pessimism in me. Right from the time I gained the ability to think and understand, I have
learnt one thing clearly that happiness is really temporary; and for me , practically speaking , it shows up
once in a blue moon .

Shakespere in one of his poems (The Seven Ages Of Man ) had aptly said that life's
a stage and that we are mere players.................

Anyways , the reason for writing this post is getting deviated.......hence coming
back to the context:I'm really missing one of my teachers , Ray kaku. For the required info ,...... Ray kaku
is an engineer from Shibpur B.E. College. Although his Academic Excellence and his field of expertise does
not permit him of the job , yet for the odd and ever changing circumstances in his life , he is stuck up with
BSNL with a post of JTO. He is one of my mother's collegues. But recently , he has retired from his
job.........now he is a free bird!!! Today's post is solely dedicated to him!!!!

Firstly , I would like to say that he is not only my favourite teacher but also a friend,
philosopher and guide . Ray kaku is a person who lives his life by the minutes . Meaning: He lives strictly
in the present and not in the past or future. He is really a complex mixture of charm,calm and composed
nature blended wonderfully with smartness , commonsense , intelligence , sensitivity and practicality.
Many people often consider him as reckless for his unconventional take on life , but for me he is full of
surprises and always fun to be with. He is very close to my heart and holds a very high position in my life.
From how much I have seen and known him , I can tell that Ray kaku is a true fighter. Whenever I felt lost
amidst the problems of my life , not only did I find his shoulder to rest my head and cry upon , but also he
showed up as my saviour on many accounts. The point of saying all this is that ( as I've mentioned earlier)
he has retired recently from his job. Although I know that he is going to keep contact with me , yet a feeling
of insecurity has crept in slowly in my heart.

My sunshine says , Cancerians are over-possesive about every little thing in their lives .
I am no exception by any means!!! But then also , I have been unfortunate enough to loose many people
whom I have once adored , loved and hence tried to cling to them with all my heart upto extreme
( permissible) limits . It pains very much to let go off anything ; be it materialistic things , or people or
abstract emotions or habits , if you cherish them very much simply because it makes you feel happy ,
secured and relaxed.

But then also , ..........life has to go on or rather move on !!! So , am I still trying to
accept the reality with a heavy heart and move on........

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